Drawing the Enneagram #esotericpoetry #enneagram #spiritualpoetry

I wrote this poem rather quickly, in one sitting, letting the words flow through onto the screen as I typed. I have been in a bit of a writer’s rut these days, and I thank Sue Vincent  for nominating me for a daily poetry writing challenge on Facebook. This has stirred the latent creativity back to life, somewhat, and I am grateful for that.  I’m sharing this one, today’s, because it is metaphysically inspired.

Drawing the Enneagram

After I finish my third

I want to add colors to the distorted

shapes I’ve created, thinking about fear

She told me it shatters the spectrum

of the body, lodges

light behind shadows

to find a home inside darkness

I have found splinters

in unexpected places

The child who slipped

into the pool of joy

for a moment and forgot

about the well in the forest

is living in my lower breast

below the plate of armor

in a sliver of blue truth

Shall I place her in the middle

and spread the rainbow

around her? He never built her

the swing-set, it still festers

in the gray matter of my mind

with conditional love

 4 cuts a path to 1, bisecting 9

and 8 to get to 7. My eye lingers

in the space between 5 and 6

even though I wore the number

13 last night in my dreams

on a magenta shirt. My other father

wanted me to change its design

but didn’t want to pay the cost it would take

Typical

So I refused, and the shark

in the water became a hippo

leading me to land, where I ran

until I looked back and laughed

myself awake

My Enneagram
My Enneagram with a Sliver of Blue

Open

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Open

“The wound is the place where the Light enters you” – Rumi

I enter the womb to release

rejection. Love sings through blood

to churn this muddied river. Her mother

was a bastard-child born into hunger

fed on want and the dust of lies

but she gave me the name Truth

forgetting what I would remember

to wash the film of hate

Indifference is a rip

-tide. Despair, the sandy

floor. Light is the sky

of the heart and I rock

my body

open

A Re-union of Self

She danced into spring

in a red dress

She was fire

catching life. Unbounded

Unbridled. And he watched

from the center, steady

yielding to her energy

as it spread, opening

to the rise of need

 A red bud

unfolding into wings

They met at the center

where he waited

becoming one

an expansion of flame

dancing

against night

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Twinned Flame

Twinned flame

I unfolded the black body
of night to find light
in the center. Warmth
spun a silk cocoon
around my heart, uniting
the orange fire we share

Twin soul, I see you
mirrored in flame. Me.
You. Black. White. Yin.
Yang. Darkness. Light.
The half of a whole
that is me. You, though,
are the side that wavers,
too light for solid form

Intangible, switching sides
I see you best unfocused
The light within, now without
until I bring the hood atop
our flame and solitude falls
like a brick, crashing
density into this body
called life

The Choice

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The Choice

You are a seed of stars
ready to burst into light

don’t wait for sunnier days
when the ground unfolds
its green bed and life wakes
in a chorus of color

inside of you an eternal spring waits
ready to bloom

it can grow with each breath
kissing forgotten cells with love

where will you place your sacred
lips? To whom will you give life?

fear is a vampire
a vacuum
a black hole dissolving air
and light into the void of darkness
but you can chose where to send
your breath, your light
your love

you can choose
in each moment
how to live

In the space between hope

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In the space between hope

the refuge of want hides

inside amorphous wings

you were not born to wait

for the golden sun to shine

upon you

shake this dusty

delusion

feel the heart break

the cage that holds it

dance

stagger against the beat

until you find

rhythm

inside

search

stumble

explore darkness

and you will reach

eternal light

When did we forget

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When did we forget

To dream inside a ravished land-

scape mal-nourished by greed’s stagnant

waters. Fear drips gray clouds

until the sun burst from that place

called hope.

When did we forget to wake

beside love? Nightmares spread from the inside

trapping time in their blind search for light.

We carry the memory of balance

on a scale of truth, waiting

for the collective heart

to beat a steady rhythm

again. I have seen promise

slip through cracks. A child

too small to carry someone else’s

pain. I have seen joy flash

brilliant hues in the blink between

darkness.

Re-birth, a poem

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The story of re-

birth

is a crepe paper blossom un-

folding

silence

into

words

Peace rests

in the

center

specked with light

that travels

on the wind of truth

Hear me weep a thunder-

storm. I rain

down

voice

in flashes to break

open

this brittle shell that remembers

night and the harvest

of shadows

Blue Jay Spirit Poem #bluejaysymbolism #birdmessengers

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Blue Jay

Open words that press against your throat
shout
rage
dare not
to be quiet
silence is constricting

defy a boundary not yours
spread wings
blue like the opened voice
the sky is waiting

you belong to the air
free
soar unobstructed

truth
is
the light of your heart

speak
and recover joy

Loon Spirit Poem

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Loon

My song haunts

memory. Dive inside darkness

deeper than fear

until your dreams

surface. Sing them

to the light. They seek

air. That collar around your throat

is an illusion, child

stop holding back hope

Imagine your world

into being