Have you ever really wondered who you are and why you are here in this body at this time in evolution? Deep inside the memory of your cells, and within the door of your heart, your answers to who you are can be found, but how do you get there? How do you unlock lifetimes of memories and wisdom? How can you find your Truth?
One night last week I entered the realm of dreams while visions of ancient Egypt played with the gods inside the garden of my mind. There was Horus with his maddening blue eye, Isis mixing magic, Ma’at with her feather of Truth, and Sekhmet, the warrior goddess holding the ankh and her secrets to heal.
I had recently finished reading Sue Vincent’s The Osiriad, and had just begun Denise Linn’s Past Lives, Present Miracles. In a shadowed corner inside my mind, amid the play of gods, I searched for myself and saw a woman bent towards the ground, drawing a story in pictures. Stand up, I begged her, Show me who you are. Tell me your secrets.
The last image I can recall before I succumbed to sleep, was of an ancient oak tree. I was traveling down its trunk into the heart of Earth. I can’t tell you were I went, only that I met a parrotfish. One stubborn image that stayed inside my brain after waking.
There was a part of me that found it rather funny and, well, random that I had dreamt of a parrotfish. It seemed completely nonsensical and unrelated to my night musings. I had, after all, never before given the parrotfish much thought. I only vaguely knew what it was.
I’m not much of a believer in random signs, especially a sign that stuck so stubbornly inside my mind. It was, it seemed, a messenger from Spirit. I just needed to figure out what it was trying to tell me. I opened the computer and did some research while Sue Vincent quietly nudged me along across the ocean.
I silently thanked the divine for my friend who doesn’t appear to think I’m crazy, and happens to possess a wealth of esoteric knowledge, as I decided to explore the messages of my colorful messenger. While Sue wrote about polarity and the “surrender of self,” I thought about a fish that has the ability to change gender, color, and size.
The parrotfish is, you could say, a shapeshifter, having the ability to adapt and transform to its changing environment. It is, in essence, neither wholly male nor female, but able to harness the universal yin/yang energies we all have within us, at will. The parrotfish also wears the colors of the rainbow, the pattern and hues displayed subject to change throughout its lifetime. It is a chameleon of the sea.
The parrotfish, although residing in the warm waters of the tropics, is also connected to the element of air and land. Named after the parrot for its colorful scales that resemble the tropical bird, the parrotfish also sports a mouthful of impressive teeth that are shaped like a beak, as well as a second set inside its throat.
The more I read about this remarkable fish, the more my head swirled with symbolism. Here I was trying to evoke the memories of a distant past life I had led in ancient Egypt as a woman scribe, and it seems Spirit had scent me the parrotfish. It was a lot to digest.
Later in the morning, a dam inside of me broke and the waters of my emotions spilled from my eyes. I sat in my blue living room and looked up on my wall, noticing for the first time that the Chinese checkerboard my late grandfather had carved into wood was actually two interlocking triangles. The hexagram is a magical symbol that Sue explores in-depth with her coauthor Dr. G. Michael Vasey in their book The Mystical Hexagram. As I gazed upon this beautiful representation of united polarity, this union of opposites, I felt peace settle over me. I knew in that middle space I would find my truth. Or, to put it another way, the truth was already there, unfolding like the roses etched into the corners of the square.

If you happen to encounter the parrotfish as a messenger, consider asking yourself these questions: Is there something you are hiding within that seeks to be found? Are the energies within you in need of balance, or are you being called to express more of your inner yin or yang? Are you comfortable speaking (and digesting) your truth, or is a fear holding you back? Are you expressing your true, colorful self and your innate talents? Is there an alchemist inside of you waiting to be born?
The parrotfish calls us to balance the energies within us. To connect the elements of air and water and bring forth our creative gifts into this reality. It calls us to fully and fearlessly express our true selves. This beautiful being reminds us that we are more than what we appear to be on the surface, and that our true mysteries lie within, waiting to be expressed.
Lovely insights! Rainbows and shapeshifting have been coming up a lot for me lately. 🙂
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Oh, I would love to speak with you more about this! I believe the rainbow energies are so prevalent and important right now. I see them often in meditation, etc. I entered a remarkable meditation last summer through an image of a rainbow ankh, which was quite unexpected, but there it was, so I went. 🙂
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A rainbow ankh – beautiful! Rainbows have always been special to me, but also seeing them more in prayer and meditation too. Feel free to email me so we can talk more!
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Will do when my energy settles. I just spent the day shifting energy in my home. My head is spinning 🙂
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Reblogged this on Daily Echo and commented:
It is nice to know I’m not the only one who dreams apparently random things… and finds personal significance in the oddest symbolism. Nice too to know that your books have held meaning for a reader.
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I very much appreciate your friendship and wisdom. xo
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There are some wonderful meetings made possible by technology 🙂
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Absolutely!
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A remarkable post, Alethea! Thanks for sharing.
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Thank you, Cynthia. 🙂
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Awesome and so helpful. Parrotfish visited me and I found some answers here. Thank you 🙂
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Wonderful, I’m so glad you found it helpful.
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Love that something so tricksy came to you. A splendid and ever new visit from the creative deep blue.
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🙂
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Gosh Alethea, thanks for sharing ! Last night I asked for healing between my masculine and feminine energies and dreamed I was one of the women in the three of cups. We were dipping our feet in a salt stream (I live near an Island called Salt spring) and just then two green parrot fish jumped up and latched onto both my big toes ! they bit hard enough to draw blood and it was as if energy went up both feet and legs to heal me. How could I forget till now that AA Raphael ‘s color is green and has fish to heal ! Face palm !
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Wow, what a dream!
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What a superb article….. Nice to meet you too and to see that the Hexagram (which became my obsession for many years) has meaning for you.
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I have a copy of The Mystical Hexagram, as I think might be mentioned in this post. I wrote the post a few years ago, but it’s continued to present itself as a symbol to me and has become the “labyrinth” of my new book. It’s really quite the symbol, isn’t it? 🙂
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Beautifully written, Alethea. You certainly have a wonderful way with words. Hugs x
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Thank you, Joy ❤
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We are more powerful than we recognize. Your dreams prove it.
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If we all put knew it, as well as the love the supports us all. Thank you for the follow.
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This is very deep and it will require me to reflect on my next dream, which I have never done before.
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I wrote this one years ago, but it seems to be my most read post…I do believe dreams are well-worth exploring. You can discover so much about yourself and “life.”
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LAst night, i was visited by a clownfish that swam all aroaund me and even let me ride on its back!
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What a wonderful, magical dream experience!
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Thank you for reading my modest post, Alethea. What a fascinating creature the Parrot fish sounds! How beautiful is “The waters of my emotions spilled from my eyes.” I will recklessly steal it, but attribute it to you…Hugs x
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Thank you, Joy ❤️
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