Loon
My song haunts
memory. Dive inside darkness
deeper than fear
until your dreams
surface. Sing them
to the light. They seek
air. That collar around your throat
is an illusion, child
stop holding back hope
Imagine your world
into being
Who are you?
Meet me at the Bridge of Truth
where the River Choice flows
into infinity
Which way will you go?
The question opens darkness
calling for a surrender to
eyes that bring light
into night
discover love
is a seed nestled inside shadows
Grow full like Moon. Shine
through the veil of secrets wiser
than fear
Remember, strength
is a gentle heart with wings
Naturally, now, I wish I had pulled through the fog of sleep when I first woke, and wrote the scene of events when they were still painted in vivid hues. Here, though, is what I remember:
There was a dress, a brilliant red frilly affair, not unlike the Red Riding hood flock my daughter wore for Halloween, the color of blood when first spilled and trimmed in lace. I had it on backwards, at first. There was conflict, the replay of the past in different form. People I love, but have caused heartache, still lingering in the shadows of the mind. They had come out of the shadows last night, in the eve of the new moon, to remind me of what I still must shed.
It didn’t take long for me to notice the dress I was wearing was backwards, so I righted it without taking it off. I wore if for awhile, through that play of scenes, before I traded it in for another. But let me tell you what else occurred last night, as I try to put the disperate pieces together.
There was another scene, entirely new from the other, and seemingly unrelated as dreams have that way of changing course suddenly. But, one knows really that nothing is unrelated.
I stood in water under a bridge. To my right, the river went upstream, to my left, down. The bridge above providing the option of two more directions, one a path into the past and the option of returning to the scene I had just left.
The water was a beautiful blue, full and strong, and I stood solid in the middle of the crossroads. To my right I watched with longing the tempting play of laughter as boaters paddled the current together. The sun shone high above. The only darkness was over the bridge, hidden through the tunnel of trees.
Here the dream became lucid in form. I knew the bird was coming before it appeared, quick and sure, from an unknown location. I knew I needed to remember her, as she was a messenger from Spirit. She was white, with the hint of brown and gray edging her feathers. A tiny (snowy) owl still in the early stages of her life where energy abounds but wisdom has yet to truly ripen.
My silent messenger of magic stopped her rapid flight in mid-air to balance at the point of my third eye. Our eyes locked, and she lingered long enough for me to remember. I had a choice, which path would I take?
Now, let me take you back out of the water, to that woman in the red dress. Through the course of those night travels she shed that red dress. She took it off, even after she righted it, and traded it in for another, and when she did everything shifted. The troubled scene she traveled through earlier became a place of joy as she twirled into her light in a lavender gown, sure, oh so sure, of who she was. Nothing, it seemed, could hold her back from living the true magic of her soul.
The cardinal is one of my favorite birds to watch. I often see them in pairs, the male bold and showy, the female more modestly camouflaged with the Earth. They are birds who bring the Earth’s blood into song and light.
Singing Fear into Light
Look at me
I am red aflame
in feathers
Orange-beaked
I speak the Song
of Self
Sing light through
a collar of night
I am fear
transformed
This blood of Earth
moves through you
Listen
I seem to be lacking a photograph of an earthworm, but I’ll be honest, I don’t find it one of Mother Earth’s more attractive children. I once had a dream about finding a pile of live earthworms inside the skimmer basket of my pool. The earthworm brings our attention to the burden of the past we carry inside of us, reminding us that this weight we choose to bear can be recycled into new life.
Recycling the dark into Light
I chew the earth free to bring
air to dense matter. See without
eyes, feel
without hands
breathe
a skin of lungs
I am yin and yang
whole
even when broken
This past you carry
inside darkness
will be digested into light
The spider is one of my animal spirit totems. Often a guide for writers, the spider teaches us the mysteries of language, helping us find the voice we hold inside. Here is what spider had to say:
Keeper of Words
I weave the memory
of words
Old soul
talk to me about
Silence
I wrap silk to hold
life. Bleed the tangled
Walk my labyrinth
back to the center
Step gently, remember
sound is vibration
Feel words held
like a mummy wrap
Release the ancient
mystery of your language
Awaken
Continuing with bird messengers, today’s poem is about Robin, whose orange breast is often referred to as “red.” Robin is a confident, courageous bird whose presence heralds spring and the endless cycle of rebirth.
Courageous Heart
I wear red like a badge
of courage
through rebirth’s
endless unfolding
bringing raw creation
from Earth to offer
blue orbs of truth
waiting to break
into voice. I sing
the cycle of self
The chickadee is a bold, yet social bird who wears the colors of contrasts in white and black. The chickadee sings its name without fear and shows us the way to our Truth.

Singer of Truth
I sing my name
happy, into sky
echoing the heart-
beat of Mother Earth
my dense body is small
my soul, infinite
I am black beside
white, magic
birthed into light
follow my path
to your Truth
I am writing animal/nature spirit poems, and will be posting them here for now. We’ll begin with Humming Bird, who brings the energy of infinite joy to Earth.
She wears the green
crest of heart
sips joy into
fear’s red body
a single kiss awakens
the memory of truth
spreading love’s infinity
in winged joy
she lives a body
of light encased
in weightless
hope
reflects bliss
in the gold shimmer
of Divine
It flew out of the west, passing like a shadow over the tops of the pines beside my house. The pathway to the moon and the magic inside darkness, the west is the direction of dreams and inner journeys. It returned hours later, or perhaps it never left, again orbiting the western sky low, as though searching.
The rush of pleasure I experienced when the vast, dark body of the vulture passed over dissipated as the day wore on and my mind turned to thoughts of death. The poem in my inbox this morning spoke a beautiful tribute to a slain journalist, a blog shared on Facebook, the tragic drowning of a young boy. My thoughts circled from death to my Daisy who refused to eat her breakfast and then lunch (she never misses a meal).
Later in the afternoon when the vulture flew over, I began to wonder if it smelled impending death nearby. It’s funny how the mind wanders to the macabre before it needs to. Why was I dwelling on darkness, instead of the light? I thought of my dreams over the past several nights, so vivid in their detailed depictions of the archetypes of my fears, all being brought out of the shadows for me to give them light.
This is, in essence, what the vulture teaches, to go within and clean up the debris that causes dis-ease inside of us. When we are willing to travel into the inner realms of the self and walk through the shadows, we can harness the energy of the vulture and its power of survival and healing. Through this purification, we can experience a rebirth. The death of the old gives way to new life.
I was quite sure I had a photograph of a vulture in flight, but it has chosen to elude me for this post. Instead, the hummingbird returned as I searched through my photos, as it has so often this summer, happy to show me that even when we’re mired in the muck of life, there is always the energy of joy and light waiting to be found and seen.

The hummingbird draws nectar to sustain life, favoring the reds of nature in bloom. The turkey vulture’s featherless head is also red, evoking the energy of the base chakra where we hold our most primal fears. When we master the mysteries of our fears we learn the path to our Truth. Ted Williams notes in his book Animal Speak that the Egyptian goddess of Truth, Maat, is often depicted with a vulture feather.
Even though the vulture preys on the carcasses of life, it uses the purifying energy of the sun to cleanse its head and body from the remnants of decay, teaching us about balance and the cyclical nature of death and life, darkness and light.