How many times do I return to this haze of disbelief. Is this really reality? Did I really sign up for this? Did all of us?
At my per diem job, I check in the blissfully proud disillusioned with their American flags stitched in China on their brows. I listen to a white man boast to a brown man in the waiting room about hero worship. Barely two pennies to rub together, but determined to buy the gold shoes from his elected leader. Oh so proud he has no idea who he is talking to. He doesn’t care. He is a white man.
I watch the white woman with her red shirt, rising through her own idea of rank in her myopic world blind to the offspring she has forsaken. Proud, oh so proud, to have fulfilled her familial duty.
On the road, I am behind a black truck with a sticker reading “God, Guns & Trump,” and find myself channeling my father-in-law, “He is so stupid, he doesn’t know he’s stupid.” When did God become a weapon of death?
I am living in a haze of disbelief. Back at my desk job, I try to tune out the proud words of the born-again brown skinned immigrant. Proud, oh so proud that he is an American legally that he cannot wait to send his brothers and sister back to where they came from. He chants scripture to battle the evil inside. I have never met anyone so righteous with hate. The name of the son of his chosen God bookends his car. Hypocrisy at its finest.
I am living in a world gone mad. Bat-shit crazy…
But it is nothing new.
This is his-story. History.
Her-story is being pushed back into the her body, but she is not dead. She never was. Her dormancy is a ruse. She watches in wait. She stirs with unease and sometimes she erupts. She is our Mother, our Sister, our Lover. She is Us.
She will rise again.

This is very creative and evocative Alethea. May our mothers and sisters rise, heal, and lead our world out of the abyss.
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Thank you for your prayers, Brad 🙏💕
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You’re most welcome. 💕
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God has been a weapon of death pretty much through history (his story) – more people have died in war because they prayed to the wrong god or prayed the wrong way than for any other reason. I want to know when guns got the status of God. As to Trump, he promoted his self to god status and people are so stupid the accept it.
Anyway, hope the time of mother/sister can come sooner than later and hopefully heal this mess!
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💙🙏
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You can only push Mother Earth so far, as the human race is discovering, while pretending not to see.
I share your enragement. And bafflement. We truly live in parallel worlds. Unfortunately, theirs will take us down with them. (K)
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It is baffling and terrifying for sure, although I do feel like Mother Earth could swallow us up if she decides to…
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Yes I think that’s true.
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The God/Guns/Trump combo is so bizarre, especially when they have the Bible in there. If people really study the teachings of Jesus they’ve got to see the incongruence. I like how you frame this post opening with a positive photo and closing with hopeful words.
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Thank you, JoAnna. I know you understand this incongruence. I hope that others come to as well. Happy New Year!
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